What is this... I don't even...

A while ago, after various computer switches I thought it might be a good idea to catalogue my fic (yeah, I know, sad). The main aim was so that I had a list so I could ensure nothing got missed in the switchover. I looked at the list the other day when posting, but I've just gone back and actually *looked*.

How are there *130* fics there? How? The earliest was written in *1998*! I should also note that these are only *complete* fic, even if unedited, they are complete. And I'm not saying they're all good - definitely not the case, though interesting to see how my writing's changed at times. What's more around a third of these fics aren't posted, though some of them may have circulated on mailing lists back when such things did... I don't even want to think about how many incomplete fic are lying around here...

I just... Gah! I'm not sure if I'm proud, guilty, or just plain terrified ...or possibly confused. I've been writing again recently (read: last few days) though nothing's yet complete or even particularly coherent and this almost puts me off because OMG how can that number *get even bigger*!?!