Plus, she's so, you know, tender-hearted. It really hurts her to be so misunderstood

I know. She tries so hard to be strong and not let anyone see the terrible pain. I mean if Jack hadn't left her she never would have slept with that Yana bloke, but she really felt she needed an older man who could really *appreciate* her, but then that all went wrong when he turned out to be gay, which is why she's so upset about Avon now.

Fuck, if anything remotely resembling this comes back to haunt me in my dreams and so hard that I have to get up at 2:00 a.m. to write it down so I can get back to sleep, I am so blaming you.

LOL. I will take credit gladly and then have several stiff drinks before reading it ;)